Far from this place

Everything is still & you are internally screaming. It’s killing me that I no longer care. I think when you held me, you shared the same complacency. In a state of being. Detached yet present. Remove me from the thin film that we once disintegrated within. Fell far and felt low. Here we are… exchanges are shorter than “Hello” but moments dither in between the semblance of what once was and how it always has been. I don’t think we’ll ever meet again. Come to think of it, I don’t know if we ever did. Meet. I don’t think I ever knew you to know me. A resounding dissonance so deafening, I find my mind reeling. 

“I think it’s time that I…” 

“Think you should.” 

“Go.” 

The only time we were in sync was when it was time for me to

Go.