Ur N0ise

Ever been with someone that doesn’t understand your silence

Your philosophy

Your way of repeating songs on a playlist

Your habit of taking forever to get ready

Your feeling of wanting to be alone in a sea of people

Your moments of deepest anxieties oozing out of your surface

Your way of walking closest to the edge of the sidewalk

Those rants that you go on because you can’t help but be passionate at the moment

The way you dress without checking the weather

The truths you spill in that 2am uber

Someone who didn’t understand you

You were pretentious

You were living in the past

You were an

Annoyance

The quirks that embody you

Deemed lackluster to someone

Who paid more attention to the demolition of your 'little things'

Instead of the embrace of their own

One who eyes the destruction of your spirit

Who manifests noise in your safe spaces

Who creates clamor within your deepest vessels

The discarding of your very essence

It’s time for a farewell

To the one that knew you best

To the one that wanted to end you

… and you still didn’t let up

Cheers to you

Not only you

But cheers to them

The ones that saw your effervescence

The ones that rushed you and your journey

The ones that made living debilitating 

The ones that didn’t understand your noise