Break my heart again.

Sleepless

As I lay thinking about you

Once again

Routinely wanting you at all the times you need me least

You once were in this same spot

And here I am 

Running late to the very moment you and I could’ve been us

Could’ve 

Again and again

These moments replay for me

You’re my favorite kind of symphony

But I don’t know if these notes resonate with you

Is it an orchestra’s last euphoric note?

Or is it a bleak noiselessness?

A coy crush or a wistful escape into a moment?

I give up. Cause what difference does it make whether I know how you feel. Or what you don’t feel. It’s never the right time. And that isn’t a mistake when it comes to us. For whatever reason, the stars have yet to align in that way. The lesson is not everyone is a love connection. And you may just be another energy that I adore in this lifetime. For a short time. And you may be a part of my little bit of forever but not in that way. My knowing this does not diminish the effervescence of these moments.

Emotions once felt.

Isn't that funny?

You can experience such intensity for someone yet still be lonesome in the midst of it all.

No more sleepless nights.