You again...

I thought I would miss you
I mean I do now
But not as much as I thought I would
I sit back and think about that moment
Your lazy blue eyes met mine
Like the spaces left in between these words
I had finally felt that 'forever' they talk about
The space between my lips and the right things to say
The moment where time couldn't exist
With every blink
Mere seconds careening closer to you
I didn't need to know your name
I've met you a lifetime before
As all love stories go
Reverie dancing us back to our wake
The space between what was said and what could've been
Eclipsed with every blink
Of those lazy eyes
Resisting you has never been a pleasure of mine
Fogginess and revelation is the only remnant of these seconds entrenched with you
4am calls
You're my last bad habit
You're my last missed call
You're my last broken promise
And my only dream with you is the one where you're never chasing me and I'm hopelessly loving you.