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Pendulum
Swing me ‘round
Show me all that i can endure
I am curious
Where is my rock bottom?
Where do I fall too far?
Come find me beneath the weight of my own undoing
Find me here and there from time
Push me back
I think I like the pain
I tell it to be true
Whether I am right or wrong, matter none
Here, in lostness, I can do it to myself
For myself
Look, at how far I can get away from myself
It’s empty and hollow outside
But at least the hauntings of all that I’ve regretted to know keep me company
Lullabies of malaise
Familiar to me, frightful for you
But this is home now
This is the dwelling I know
Will you save me?
Come down, there’s plenty room for more
It’s lonely here and I think fear is hungry for more
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It’s never enough
Am I ever enough?
Off I go
To the next hollow home that invites me in
Convince me I’m wrong